Come on, enough already!
Feb. 21st, 2008 12:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
requialexaI have worked so much lately and rested so little.
Must remind self of those blessed days when I had no work and was able to stay up with my friends on the intarwebz until dawn! Twasn't too long ago....but it feels like fucking ages!
I daren't log into any IM service because I simply have not a moment to spare between the job and the family and the house. And the new gadgets, which had better be worth it because if I didn't think I knew better, I would swear the only reason I bought the new MP3 player and the new-new external hard drive was to suck time out of my life. But I know better....I think. Good news, though: much happier with the WD My book hard drive than that stupid Simpletech one. Returned it. It sucked and had not even a tech support website! At least the new one is by a real company.
So, I haven't written anything on my fic. I haven't even been jotting ideas. I have been trying so hard not to cry at work (cause it fucking sucks right now because it used to be a fun happy place and now it's just a hospital full of overworked, under appreciated, disgruntled people like myself. And every time we turn around there's another fucking memo about glitter nail polish or where and what we can and can't eat. Fuckers. I hate them. A Lot. Money grubbing spirit crushers. If I wanted to get fucked up the ass I could get paid more to do it. But that's where my head and my heart have been and I'm scared that if I delve into fandom at all before I have a few contiguous days off I will allow myself to be so sucked in I won't want to come back. So I skirt around the edges. I can't wait til the weekend. /ranting /whining
So, the few of you gentle, kind souls who read this--I am still alive and keeping my head just barely above water and then maybe by Friday night I'll be around! I hope.
And big hugs to those of you who like that sort of thing. I know I could use a few right now!
Must remind self of those blessed days when I had no work and was able to stay up with my friends on the intarwebz until dawn! Twasn't too long ago....but it feels like fucking ages!
I daren't log into any IM service because I simply have not a moment to spare between the job and the family and the house. And the new gadgets, which had better be worth it because if I didn't think I knew better, I would swear the only reason I bought the new MP3 player and the new-new external hard drive was to suck time out of my life. But I know better....I think. Good news, though: much happier with the WD My book hard drive than that stupid Simpletech one. Returned it. It sucked and had not even a tech support website! At least the new one is by a real company.
So, I haven't written anything on my fic. I haven't even been jotting ideas. I have been trying so hard not to cry at work (cause it fucking sucks right now because it used to be a fun happy place and now it's just a hospital full of overworked, under appreciated, disgruntled people like myself. And every time we turn around there's another fucking memo about glitter nail polish or where and what we can and can't eat. Fuckers. I hate them. A Lot. Money grubbing spirit crushers. If I wanted to get fucked up the ass I could get paid more to do it. But that's where my head and my heart have been and I'm scared that if I delve into fandom at all before I have a few contiguous days off I will allow myself to be so sucked in I won't want to come back. So I skirt around the edges. I can't wait til the weekend. /ranting /whining
So, the few of you gentle, kind souls who read this--I am still alive and keeping my head just barely above water and then maybe by Friday night I'll be around! I hope.
And big hugs to those of you who like that sort of thing. I know I could use a few right now!
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Date: 2008-02-21 07:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-21 10:16 pm (UTC)*hugs you back hard*
:-D
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Date: 2008-02-22 02:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-21 07:00 pm (UTC)I know the feeling, too - I've forgotten what a leave-sheet looks like, not had a decent amount of time off since Christmas.
Going to wangle a week off tomorrow if it's the last thing I do!
*HUGS*
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Date: 2008-02-21 10:15 pm (UTC)*hugs back*
Thank you :-D
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Date: 2008-02-23 09:19 pm (UTC)You might even be able to kick-start my Muse (the spinny has destroyed my fic-writing ability for the present, as you know) and get some fic written.
(Didn't get to work yesterday thanks to my treacherous head. Hope to sort out some time off on Monday.)
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Date: 2008-02-22 01:59 am (UTC)